It's been a while since I wrote anything but today I just want to express myself for a minute. Just a few months ago I thought my world had come to an end. They say you don't know real pain until your heart is broken or someone close to you passes. I had the misfortune of having my heart broken and I thought that was the end of my serious relationships for a long time but then it happened when I least expected. I meet someone, a work of art as I had seen him. He was tall, dark and fine as hell. But there was still the issue of my broken heart. We talked for a while and felt like we knew each other for a lifetime, I tried to hide the fact that was still hurtin but somehow I knew he could have seen the hurt in my eyes. I felt as if I could never trust someone again nor put my all into a relationship. But he changed all of my false perceptions on love and men. He showed me that not all are the same and there are some you can actually trust. Now I'm inlove again but it scares me. I know he won't ever hurt me but at the same time deep in my subconscious there's still that painfull reminder of the hurt. I've learnt my lesson and it showed me just to keep my eyes open at all times and don't let nothin slide. Now this guy who told me to step out of the box is the man of my dreams. He's everything I wanted and more and I promise to love him with my all. And I'm lookin forward to spending the rest of my life with you come hell or high water. D.W.J